Just browsed through the net and "accidentally" stepped onto my own blog.
SENSATIONAL.
and it prompted me to rekindle the light of cyberghettoing again. ha.

Many things happened during the past few months when I'd been in the real world.
Won trophy, bought new clothes, got into the top 15% list, new friends, quarrels, violin thinggy, more clothes...
but best of all I should say is.. THE CHANCE TO GO JAPAN!!! YAY! :D

Flying off to Okinawa this Sat. It's a school trip though, sorta cultural exchange between us and the Okinawan students at Koyo High. :) haha but the thing is, we have to PERFORM our "Racial Harmony CIMO Dance" to the entire school once we reach there!!! (ok lah, not once, but soon! >.<" You know, I can ACT better than dance lor seriously... Telling me to DANCE it's like forcing mangoes down my throat! :Q LOL. Today Chris helped me with the dance. She kept laughing I dunno why agshjd hd!!! >.< so paiseh! haha Weiling was fine, al least she moved with much grace but not like me... danced like some overwhelming wooden block floating on the gushing waters of River Nile!

Sigh. Hope everything vile comes to the end along with the birth of the new year 2010... I'm sick of having to face maglinant situations where I only have the "rights" to cry and say NOTHING. haha but this year is good. Wayyyy much enjoyable than the cancer-riddened 2008. :c

YAY. OKINAWA! ...

I should be enthu enough to start packing now but, NAH... will do it tml. :)

( I actually played more than one Meet'N'Fuck games on Newgrounds!!! My brother's like going:" YoU sIcK BiTchhhhh!!! >:O " haha but whateverrrr.. they are FuuUNnnn!!!!!! :D"

Hahaa. Pontan sch on fri? not really cuz i was late. :P

I finally get to wear the long flowy skirt that I'd dying to put on all this while. :D (Ion is such a fucking huge place. It's almost like a maze i should say. With 54154564151 storeys like hell. I still prefer Vivo!:) )
Sadly didn't have sheer space and time to take photos while still on it. LOL, Celine said i looked like a psychic who gives palm readings for a living. ~.~

Michelle Phan is sooooo pretttty. >.< I just watched her makeup tutorials on youtube (again) and re-realised how gorgeous she is. But still, my idol is da best. :) Haha although I seldom see her wearing makeup (at least a visible one), I guess she will look even better than Michelle herself. :P

I dun wanna practice on my violin! It's such hard work. :(

>..>>......>>...>>>>>>.

I really dislike my sister. She's like a screwed up, total opposite of me.
I'm not saying that I dislike her because of that, but her immaturity irks me the most.
She bosses around alot and I hate her way of communication, which she freaking calls it "family bonding".
WTF? So are you calling hurling and pms-ing the way to talk things through with ya family?

FUCK OFF.

seriously. I won't waste another minute with you.

<.,.<>,.<>,.<.,>,.,,.,.<.<.<.

So lazy and bummed out  to change my DP it's almost catastrophic.
FYI, I hate to do such chores. It makes me put in relentless effort unnecessarily. =_=

Loves OST from Harry Potter, too! 
(Can't believe I'm so into the classicals.......)

Before I end off,
hereby Wishing SG an early Happy Birthday! :DDD
May you burn like the Sun till the end of day. :)

Just came back from school! Argh I just realised how troubled my skin is... seriously. ~.~
Need a facial treatment. Zzz... I think facial also no use lor lol.
My dp is pathetic. Need a treatment too.

This year's BYD. Themed Retro fashion. Crude. How many years ago has it been?
The sensation had already ended some 1-2 years ago, my dear dudes and dudettes...
I believe there's more than it meets the eye.
Think of something much more sensational, please.



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To the gal who took my breath away:


You sweet little thing. You are so pretty even your pictures make me feel pretty!
Love you. :)


From the gal whose breath's been taken away by you



I really wish to see you again :(
Pls come back soon. :)

(Suck at naming the entry title... haha)

I have always been living with self-denial. I hate it when I don't give a damn about getting too exposed to the REAL DEAL.
Btw, I'm making this blog into my very own "confessional dashboard". (wadever... freaking out of ideas.. =_=)

anyways I haven't told my dad about me changing courses hence doing the moonwalk and back to square 1. Now that i think he knows about it already (after so many months of hiding) I guess it's time to tell him the whole story. BUT, I'm scared and I don't like talking to him about my academic stuff esp this one. :(

I think I'm suffering from excessively thin skin syndrome (ETSS). or the phobia of accountability? o.o

Maybe it's a mixture of both. Being self-denial and irresponsible at the same time.


Now I have to deal with this awkward feeling towards him and mum. I'm still thinking if letting her pay for my violin lessons valid and a right thing to do......................  :c

Or not. ;P

There's like so many things in my head right now and I dunno where to start.

Weell, on one occasion, I think i'm beginning to dislike my current class. Actually I'd rather go back to status quo than to relate to these people who happen to burst my bubbles each day. And then they are just like any other nonsensical beings acting in bewilderment, diminishing into their tiny little pitholes and eat crap for the rest of their lives. Ok not exactly crap, but still... it's nasty.

Maybe I'm getting angsty and feisty and whatever these days... I'm just getting more and more sick of my class. :( 
Not being prejudiced of course, as I always play fair and square.
I guess they just dunno how to appreciate others for what they had done, esp. for them, and still got the cheek to get all fucked up and continue lamenting about what pity little poor souls they are, trapped in this fucked up world of inhumane..

Guess what.

SCREW YOU.

You fucking fuckers who fuck fucking fucks. Can you be more considerate about other people's feelings? Why are you acting like this? and What's with all the fucked up attitudes?


Damn you people. Now I have to live in absolute disgust.


And just by the sight of some of you, I already feel like vomiting.
Why? Because your face stinks. That's why.

But good for you. Stinky faces can be cured. Just plaster a smile across your face, even if it's fake because it doesn't matter anymore, so as to relieve the stench and stinkiness from the likes of your smelly face.

Whereas for the other hopeless pubes, dun even bother to look me in the eye( cuz i will never return you your gaze ) or send weird subtle messages ( cuz I will not entertain any of these shit ).

To those with sucky attitudes and think as if they rule the whole world by themselves: Go eat shit and die.

To those who think they have got the chance: IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN. AT ALL EVEN IN A MILLENNIUM. So give up the fat hope and move on, bitches. 


BETTER STAY AWAY, YOU FILTHY CREEPS. I DON'T WELCOME YOUR PRESENCE ANYWHERE NEAR MY VICINITY.

Wow. Its been like forever i guess. haha.

So many things happened that I've found myself starting to loose track in so many other things in life. Well, as far as I believe, I think I should just get a head start on fresh new things first before things begin to really go ding ding dong. :\

Anyways, I'm beginning to feel sick of my hair... esp my bangs. :(  Ppl are telling me I look great with blunt cut fringes and a pony tail tied high. but the more i look at it in the mirror the more i feel the whole thing is like a disaster with the capital D. Just look carefully at the pics that have me in them on facebook...  It's like some retarded kid who just cut her hair on her own using just a bowl and a pair of tweeky scissors. =_=

My skin is still prickly painful and the moisturiser is the saddest thing ever. IT DOESNT HELP!!!
Haha i presume its partly what I deserved because initially i rejected using sunblock before venturing into the water with the grumpy old sun shining through the clouds above. xP
And I'm like super tanned now. Sian. Plus the redness from the burnt thats beneath the bronze. Haha.. On second thought, kinda makes it a ravishing "healthy glow from within" i suppose? haa....

I have just met a few friends from Interpals. Initially I was looking for friends who are preferably from Japan or at least some other countries but it turned out oh-so-wonderful. haha both of them just got back from Australia and are here to stay with us in SG. lol. Wonderful isn't it? :P But i have yet to ask them their races since it's kind of a sensitive question if you would but nevertheless Imma ask them when the time's ripe. haha. Now the bud is just beginning to spout from the branches so i shall just give some time to blossom and hopefully *something* will make history out of all this waiting. :)

Hmm. Sounds as if I'm longing for a bf? not really. Although I might at times feel lonely and wanted someone special to be by my side and guide me through life, in the end the feelings just swayed and I'm back to normal again. haha.
Ppl ask why am i still single. Hey, its not like i lack suitors and nobody wants me for whatever reasons but the thing is, the love of my life, my ultimate true prince charming in best of the best white, riding on best of the best white horse, haven't appeared yet. :|

Waiting... Just waiting... I've got a lifetime to wait. You can't rush L O V E, can you? :)

Woah I think i have just broke my own record of watching two movies on two consecutive days!! Yippe!
Day1: Ghosts of girlfriends past. Day2: Grag me to hell.
haha both are great movies. Go watch if you have yet to. :D

hhaha i just realised I merely blogged whatever random stuffs that came to my mind first. haha. like any other random ppl, I shall randomly end my post here. Hav a random weekend then. :)

MY IDOL JUST WITHDREW FROM SCHOOL!!!

>.<

I went to read her blog a moment ago and can't believe that she described the school for herself as "hell hole"...
"Hell hole of 2 years" to be exact. :(
How come ar? I thought she's coping well? D:
Totally saddddness.

Anyways on the brighter side, I'm so freaking gonna buy SA uniform and theit PE attire this week! ~ LOL. My fwens say I siao but I dun care... LOL. I LOVE SA!!!! haha.
SA CRAZE!!! >.<


Because I really longed to see him.

（ﾟ､ ｡ ７

　l、ﾞ ~ヽ

　じしf_, )ノ

This is getting retarded. Should I still be doing homework since I'd already changed my subject combi?
You have absolutely no idea how hard Ive been trying to fight away these dilemmas of doing it or not.

Sian.

Why the hell must I torture myself with such annoying and unimportant feelings of distress??? =_=

This is TOTALLY oh-so sickening. FUCK. I think I need to sober UP a little. *sniffs*

Finally, i've changed my subject combi! :D
but have to go back year 1 though. :C

HECK. I wanna AND gonna dominate straits times' headline news for the being the top scholar for GCE A levels in 2011!

Buahahhahahaaa. 

Watch out nerd dorks from RJ, VJ, NJ and whatever other Js! Lao niang from this "J"'s gonna kick your asses REAL HARD. :D

First direct encounters with the Japanese todayyyy! :D
Although it was a bit awkward yet egggciting since it was the very first time and I'm very VERY afraid to do something that would offend them in any way. LOL. I dare not speak Japanese with them cuz I think they would definitely laugh at me. :P (When I asked about whether they come from a Gakuen, they were like "Huh? huh?"... Omg so embarrassing!!!! >.< and Cherie kept "HARUMA HARUMA!" OMG DAMN EMBARRASSINBG LAH! i think they tot I'm Haruma lor dats why they kept laughing along the way. =_+ ) so embarassinggggggg!!!

But all in all its a GREAT experience since I want to get married with a Japanese in the future!!! ^0^~♥ (dun ask me why, ask the ONE that controls everything in me!)

I tot they were fierce by the way they dressed and they seemed to care less because they were like very ignorant and everything in the first place. but then I WAS WRONG. as we interacted, LOL, all their "Yakuza air" simply just washed away! They are actually VERY  friendly!! *shocked* :)
Now I totally agree with Crayon Shin Chan's portrayal of his kindergarten manager or something like dat. haha really. we can never afford to judge a book by its cover! INDEED. :)

zzzzz. Celine! Why you never came??? Missed so much of fun lor!!! :(
and Cherie, I think you flirted wayyyy too much today. :P
LOL. :D

Pics were taken but then its not with me right now. Gotta geddit from the photographers later. :)